Open and Vulnerable

I feel as though
My world is so small and yet so

Infinite

Compared to yours

You have galaxies to explore within me
Planets of people to discover
Stars of memories, bright and beautiful
The depth of my brain's infinities to wander
You have my full range of being
You may know whatever you wish to
You may probe into my spacial personality

This I give to you freely
My friends, family, hopes, dreams, past, present, future,
thoughts, burdens, joys, failures, successes, secrets, desires
All of it
It is yours

However
I feel as though
You are a black hole
An infinity of your own on the other side
But I am not quite welcome there
I am an explorer
But not of you
Not yet
Someday
When you trust me to look over the walls
The blockades housing your beautiful self
Then I will know every inch of you
And still show you love

j.p.